My stupid college life

ARRR...once again assignment drive me crazy...
I first time feel that assignment was so....so...so...ridiculous...
stupid P.O.P lecture,ask us hand in a part of assignment every week...WTF ...
we dont ever do that b4...everytime we also last minutes jz do...
BUT...now...cannot ady...it really drive me crazy,cz i'm a lazy person...
n i din go tat lecture class b4...i definetely dunno wat shud i do...T.T
not jz onli tat...
1more lecturer more drive me mad...tat is my drama lecturer...
i damn hate her...all the words come out from her mouth also are the knife,can kill people...
n she is pervert...she want us do homework...wat the hell man...
she tot we still primary student ar....7sin ger...
how cum tis sem hv so mny pervert lecturer...
especially now, i'm really no mood...how cum still nid 2 faced so mny pervert lecturer...
i damn miss last sem...so free...so relax...sumore can work wif my lovely colleague also...
now...haiz...i wanna get mad ady...
who can
lent me shoulder 2 cry...
gv me a hand 2bite...
buy me ice cream 2 cool down...
n gv me a comforting embrace...
who can???T.T

i think i shud gvup n go bck 2my own place...
this kind of game is not suit me 2 play geh...
i dun hv any intelligence n patience 2 play this kind of game...
i shud gvup...
nonono...is i shud not start at the first...but is to late,2 say regret eh~~=.="
now is time to get bck my own style,own life n own-self...=.="
GOOD...gambade neh...
stay alone without any1....

i love mummy..

finally....2day i found tat my mom r really love me geh...
i'm hvin diarrhea, n gastric nw...
it was so suffer n tired...keep goin to toilet....T.T
my mom keep asking me how m i, n gv me watever i wan...
medicine,remote control, blanket...bla bla bla...
even she hvin cough also...
bsides that,whn i was finish washing my hair,
she used hair drier 2help me dry my hair...
the feel so warm...
longtime din feel so warm n so secure ady...
this feel cant ever get from others people...
mom is the best of bodyguard n a maid for me...^^
i love my mummy....
n i think i will lost 1kg more weight again...=.="

shit..i damn lack of secure now...
duno wat happen...
i keep think the negative thgs...
huhu...y sudden the mood cum bck geh...
我以家就好似搵多一樣嘢來煩。。
只找麻煩。。。

blue again...

huhu...i blue mood again...
dunno y tis few days i chnge 2blue mood again...T.T
the X mood comebck again...
mayb is sudden feel tat i will lost 1 fren again(not really lost la,is i think onli)...
feel like so...erm...dunno how 2say....
so blue man...arrr...i dunwan keep tis mood a...
i wan chnge bck 2 purple mood...
even my lovely alex fong, n lollipop also can't help me ady...
how cum sudden can so serious???
hope someone can really help me...

L@ngkawi trip

in 14-16October2008,i hv my 1stime pulao trip at Langkawi...
it is a relax trip...we not rush for anythgs...we jz relax,n do watever we wan...
we go dere 3days 2nite,we drink 2nites at all...bcz there's alcohol drinks r very cheap... n tat 2nites we also drink till drunk...lolx...
by the way,as usual,i had did mny stupid thgs also...
one of tat is,i wakeup early in the morning jz bcz i wan 2 watch the sunrise...
3.30am inthe morning i wakeup..it was the 1stime i wakeup so early,n so brave go 2 watch sunrise by myself without any ppl acc me,n at a place tat i din go b4...so brave man...but it is a bad experience 4me also,btr no nxtime...cz while i waiting the surise,i met a pervert...he seemslike very nice at the 1st n chat alot wif me,bt afterwards..he start doin smtg weird thgs...den..i find an excuse n run bck 2 my room...gosh..wat the stupid thgs...n now it had bcum a joke 4 my colleagues...T.T
by the ways..its really a happy,n enjoyable trip 4me...tats some pics...

tis is our hotel...nice view man..once step out of the door is beach ady...

2 stupid grls catch the crabs under the sunset....=.="

happy mode under the sunset...

the "die jelly fish" at the beach...wat the weird scene...

the lastday beach view tat we found...nice man...so mny pretty n grand cruise ships dere...so hope can own 1 also...^^

the big impacts 2 me

tis few days i met a fren who know ady half years,so close b4,but lost contact b4 also...
n i found tat he chnge 2another person ady...
he look so playboy...not my lovely brand "playboy"...=.="
especially through communication wif him,he obviously chnge 2 another person ady..
b4 tat,we will so close,bcz we r samekind of ppl..dunlike 2 talk,n dunlike nite-life,n he so und me,even i din tell him anythg,but he will knw wat i'm thinking...but now,he will askin me acc he go clubbing,or even acc him more...
wat the hell man,how cum 1person can chnge 360' in 3months...ohmygod...is really a big "suprise" 2 me,since i longtime din find him...

not just only tat,the most big impact 2me is,one of my best fren(i think only) tat i had know him more than 6years,he had wrote a blog tat hurt me damn pain...he was notify tat his bestfren is bla bla bla,excluded me...act i wan 2 know wat is his best fren's define...izit alwayz acc him go eat n wet jz called as best fren?or mayb acc him go a trip or hv same habit n favorite jz call as best fren?wat the hell is he thinkin?ask him wat happen allthetimes,he say ntg,or none of ur business...den afterwards,say i'm nt care of him,i'm nt und him...blablabla...but act is him din tell me wat he thinkin..even i'm tat kind of ppl also..but i wont blame anybody say u all r not care or und me,bcz is my own problem,i dunlike 2 tell my frens wat i'm thinkng only..by the way he's nt...act he sayin we not treat him as best fren also,but act how him treat us also..izit he shud think it 1st...izit we din treat him well or wat we had done 2 him?whn i'm reading his blog,i damn hurt,n i'm hving gastric at tat time also...is so...the feel really so hard 2 explain...gosh..

tats really are big big big impacts for me in yesterday...

水塘日

haiz...finally 2day i had chnge my working place...
act i shud happy geh,but i chnge 2 “守水塘”...wat the hell man..
chnge chnge chnge...finally chnge 2 a "best place" la..=.="
n i receive a good n bad new..tat is my salary wil b raiseup...
but...i can't work jor...cz my timetable not allow me 2 work...T.T
by the way i will try my best 2 chnge my timetable...
as ong said,never try,never tau,after try,tiap-tiap hari mau...ceh,nt suit geh...
haiz...by the way...2day...
once again i know act still hv somebody really know me geh...lolx...
secret...^^

cry,baby....

monday,i go midvalley wif my colleagues
act the purpose we go dere is 2 buy bikini de...lolx...
but at the end,we jz go dere wangant onli,we din buy any thgs at all...
sienzzz...
n we watched a movie also...the movie recommend by samantha,painted skin，畫皮
but it had chnged name by xiaoling,called----《樹皮》。。。=.="
it is a bored movie...even,it is a scary movie,but not scary at all...
the graphic so fake n the bckground musics not match at all...
say like very pro,but act failed in film & society this subject twice...=.="
b4 the movie started,there hv a lot movie trailers...
one of tat named, 《10promise with my dog，與狗狗的十個約定》
gosh,jz a few minutes movie trailes,my tears non-stop droping...
wat the hell man....
everytime watch this kinda thgs also will cry,especially related 2 dogs,even jz a short moments...my tears will lostcontrol to drop out....
n it need some times to keep it bck the mood...haiz...
by the way i think it is a good movie,but i think i won't watch it...
bcz i scared i will cry like mad...^^

this is the movie that i cry...

tats the story about...
在Akari12歲的時候，最疼愛她的媽媽病倒了，小小年紀的Akari努力的想要振作精神，這時，一隻可愛的小狗來到了Akari的家，貼心的狗狗很快的得到了Akari的喜愛，也和他成為最好的朋友，因為小狗狗的腳掌看起來就像是有穿襪子一樣，所以有了這個有趣的名字--“襪子”；每一天都是“襪子”陪伴著Akari度過失去媽媽的日子，而Akari也是對”襪子”呵護倍至。然而，當Akari慢慢長大，她開始有了新的朋友和興趣，也因為求學的關係而搬離了家裡，於是她和 “襪子”之間的距離越來越遠…不過有一天，她突然想起了她和”襪子”之間的10個承諾…Akari和”襪子”的10個承諾：與狗狗的十個約定:1.請給我一點時間，讓我了解你對我的要求是什麼。2.”信賴我”那對我非常重要。3.你要知道，無論你如何對待我，我將永遠不會忘記。4.當你因為責罵我的不合作、固執或懶惰之前，請你想想，是否有什麼正困擾著我，或許我沒獲得我應有的食物，我已經很久沒在溫暖的陽光下奔跑，又或者我的心臟已經太弱及太老。5.請偶而對我說說話，縱使我不懂你說的內容，但我聽的懂，那是你的聲音在陪伴我。6.當你打我時，請記得，我其實擁有可以咬碎你手骨的尖銳牙齒，我只是選擇不咬。7.在我年老時，請好好照顧我，因為你也是會變老的。8.請別對我生氣太久，也別把我關起來當作是懲罰。你有你的工作、你的娛樂、你的朋友，但你卻是我的僅有。9.在你把我帶回家之前，請記得，我的壽命只有10~15年，你的離棄，會是我最大的痛苦。10.當我要捱過最辛苦的歷程時，請千萬不要說「我不忍心看他這麼痛苦」或是「讓我不在場時才發生」。我要你知道，只要有你和我在一起，所有的事都會變得簡單容易接受

when i read this,my tears non-stop drop again....gosh,suddenly so grlish...
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2days raya workin

tis 2days raya working so happy n realx...
even the sales not really good,but is so free,n not tension as weekends...
by the way,our merchandise Jonathan n Ricky comes 2work also...
bt they so nice,especially J,he keep chattin wif me,n laugh on me...=.="
he is the only 1 "high position"people tat i more familiar,n more fren...
Bsides tat,this few days suddenly i hv so mny hengdai,Jeff,Danny,Ming,n Chuan...
This few days our frenship suddenly bcum so good,especially Jeff n Ming...
even they all alwayz laugh on me, n say i'm nt like a grl,neither attitude nor body also...=.="
bt i duncare bout it...i had been used to..so i jz will ignored it, n will bit them bck...lol...
damn happy wif them....nice man...