woohoo

once i finish tat blog....yesterday sudden hv mny lights n roads infront of me...
till i dunno choose ady...
1st is b a event planner (related to wat i study now)
2nd is go Hong Kong, my favorite place, work with my sis best fren, a travel agency...but this still in progress only la,not really knw can success open ont...cz now the economy not so good, especially HK...but hope can lo...i like hk...nonono is love...mohoho.
but i scared i cant stay at the place tat full of challenge...but if no try,nvr knw...so i mz try while i'm still young...n sumore can meet my alex ....woohoo...7sin...impossible...=.="
erm..the other thg i wanna say is...nid2 write in chinese more hv feel...=.="
人是獨立個體，這個世界上無話無咗邊個唔的。。。
我們應該學識獨立，唔好靠人哋。。。
正所謂靠人地不如靠自己。。。
當一個人靠慣咗人哋，就會變得懶，變得依賴。。。
雖然有人話，有人靠係一種幸福，但係往往當你一失去你靠個人，你就會好似卑人廢咗你對手一樣，唔知點算好，無嗮方向感。。。所以我唔中意靠人哋，凡是靠自己，信自己。。。除咗不得已地情況之下啦。。。哈哈哈。。。

confuse~~

Dunno y,sudden feel damn blue now...
haizz...my mind is blank...my feel is blue...my heart is xx...
last week was damn bzy...study,assignment,working....come at once...
but now...suddenly like all gone...no work,no study,no assignment...
the feel like so weird...like sudden nothg 2 do...
but act i still hv a lot assginment nid 2 complete...but dunno y....
this sem i'm not like hardworking as last sem...
alwayz no mood go coll,faced computer more than 9hours also cant get any idea to do my assignment...
this is my 2nd last sem ady,but y now i jz like so lazy...i shudnt like tat..
i may more hardworking to catch bck wat i lost last few sem..my cgpa...my A's...
but i dunhv any ohm to do it...once again i lost...
i lost my road...i nid the light to show me the road...
where is it???
where is my light?where r u?
haizzz....LOST really not feel well...
now i lost mny thg...
money-cz no work, bt still enuf me buy branded..lolx...
study-no ohm to study...
frenz-erm...sudden feel like let ppl boycott d....dunno y..T.T
family-sure have, but din gv me any hands or lights...=.="
ARRR...i really will mad...i scared i can't graduate a...
even i can graduate, but where shud i go n work???
shud i continue study?where shud i study? KTAR?UTAR?OPEN U?
shud i work? where i work? wat can i work? AIR-STEWARDNESS? PR? MEDIACORP? TOYOTA TSUHO?
so mny question mark in my mind now...
i really dunno which road shud i go...
i dun ever discuss this with my familyb4...cz they can't help me anythg...
n i dunwan let them worry also...I can handle it by myself...
but..act...i can discuss with who leh...
ding-jz will ask me go sing find her; dash=saihei ; d & xl-dunno wat i thinking; s-childish,different world; f=din faced the realworld b4....
arrr..dunno a..dunno a....
CONFUSED....
wheres the matured me???where me??
act i jz hope can do my love thgs,like dance,fashion,music,tv and can earn many many money...
cz no money no talk...
i hope can open a shop or a cafe that selling fashion clothes, and can let the "music people" share their hiphop music, open a dance studio, and can battle as well.... if they all can combied as 1,den sure perfect...cz i wan to be a 潮人,like Jan, Juno, Edison...wah...think too much...is time to bed ady...=.="
but really hope it can be comes true, n not just a dream....

haizzz

longtime no update...cum in n sit sit 1st...=.="
lastweek i damn bzy...everynite also 2 or 3am jz can sleep..
bcz of tat all stupid assignment, drive me crazy, n also make me so "wither"
gosh..now my skin damn dry n my body damn pain also...
now, i jz like a zoombie...every morning like 行屍走肉 go college。。。T.T
sumore lastweek sat n sun nid 2 work also..gosh..damn suffer man...
act, i jz expect i work sat onli,but since my fren hv smtg nid 2 do...n my other colleague keep asking me work..den i work ady...T.T
damn tired lo...my legs keep spasm...i keep massage... but is not use...huhu...
now i jz knw 熬夜is not good for healthy,especially GIRLS....T.T
i think start from now,i mz rearrange my sleeping-time...
BUt, this 2 working days, i suddenly felt that all the thgs like chnged ady...
our frenship not like god as b4 ady..sob...
hope it will b btr...huhu..hope so...
n today...i felt so sorry 2 fafa n group members also...cz 2day i din go scol 2 discuss the assignment..
sry guys...2day i really feel so faint...so i cant go coll...
haiz..sienzz...now feel so tired...

T.T

Dunno y,i feel like this thg is bcz of me jz will happen...
i feel like so...dunno how 2 say...
this is my fault..i think...especially after him told me tat it bring him trouble also..
feel so sorry 2 him,n him, n her, n her...
if not i wan 2 let him xx,den i wont so close wif him...
den she wont xx also n make him n her relationship bcum like tat...n him wont feel bad mood now...sry guys...mayb i keep myself bck 2 fridge 1st,den u all will b happy as b4...T.T
tot we will keep this relationship for many years geh...but it seems cant..bcz of me...

miss bb n ban ban

Dunno y 2day my mood damn bad...
even i went shopping wif my frens,i also cant pick up my mood...
my mind keep blank,n feel like so down...
after i bck home,i start watch the movie my fren gv me...tat i mention b4...
"10promise wif my dog"...
once start movie,i start cry n cry...non stop crying...till the end of the film...
i think tat film about 2hours,n i had cry almost 1 n half hour...
my eyes had "bengkak", n i felt headache n faint...
mayb longtime din cry so serious...
after cry,i feel so relax n wont so bad mood ady...
cry, really is a good way 2 release emotions...especially 4me...
i had release wat i'm not happy this few months...
thx danny let me watch this...
b4tat i'm try 2 avoid this kind of movies,even i so hope can watch it...
but i know i sure will cry mad...so i choose dunwan watch it...
but this time,i watched it...n it really make me cry mad,n keep thinking my BB n Ban Ban..
i felt so sry to my BB n Ban Ban...i apologise 2 u2 behalf on my careless...i din take good care of u2...
even now i say sry is too late...but...
u2 will alwayz b in my heart...
i wont 4gt u2,even 10,20,30,40...years later...till i dead...i also wont...
i love u2 ever n ever....
no ppl can replace u2...
hope u2 can stay happy in another world...

longtime no c...

wuu..longtime no update blog...
this few days erm...not really purple not really blue...
erm..lets tell this few days story...
last sat i went to watch HIgh school musical 3 wif my frenz...
longtime din meet them,especially peng...like lost contact long time,since he lost his phone, n he din on9...i knw him since we r 5years old...we study at the same kindergarden,primary, n secondary scol also...erm...i think we knw each other about 13years....wah so long...but we not so close...lolx...
kit n seng which i alwayz contact wif them,especially kit...cz he alwayz call me tell me his "story"...n seng seems like our gang leader...we won't n scared to ban his idea,n opinion...bcz he is so fierce n me n kit sure lose,if we fight wif him...
sunday,i stay at home fatmou till nite...since my lappy had let my sis bring to sg.petani...
i cant do any assignemnt,bcz my pc damn lag n cant open webpg...n i jz can play msn...
damn bored man...
till nite...my colleagues ask me go yumcha ... woohoo..but ac ti hv no mood...cz i damn tired...
the nextday....monday...
i went college wif my hengdai...
tat day i went college like go wangat onli lo...din study anthg...
once go in,lecturer ask us walk around whole college to find out wat events will having on this month...so swt man...like amazing race,nid 2 run to find out next destination...=.=" after done it,i rush 2 meet my collegues sing k...longtime,no sing,feel like so weird n dunno y i not really hv mood to sing...after finished k,we went to watch movie....HSM3 again...the 2nd times i watch...ohmygod...i became siufa jor..crazy wif high shool musical...=.="
yesterday...wednesday...
ntg special on morning...till noon,i went bck wif my hengdai again..thx him bcz he fetch me bck...even not the 1sttime he fetch me bck ..but thx him also,bcz yest my bag damn heavy,hv alot of books nid 2 carry...hengdai alwayz appear whn i nid help...nice man...好兄弟。。=.="
this few days i alwayz do the same thgs...tat is ...find source to proof for my assignment...=.="damn hard man...find so longtime,also cant gt it..sure gt scold by fafa geh...lolx..