it has been long time never update my blog,but it may b the last post for tis blog, i gonna move to other place to express my feeling,n the new one will be the pirvate blog which i only allow my TRUE frens c..i dunwan any harassing on my blog...i dunwan some of the people saw my blog n comment of my broken english or feel any sad or hurt....tats all bullshit for me now..i wan to stay mystyle..i duncare how u all thinking of me, how u all said me...I AM WHO I AM...i wont care all of u all...even you,you, or you..its none of my fckin business...NOW i only care myself...
ya..this few weeks i change alot..my processor from celeron become i7 d, not my laptop 1..is MINE 1...haha..n i no longer fragile like lastime, now i'm tough like stone, tats wat i always told my bestie, cb chuen... even alot people hurting me, but i still stay strong, stay happily, nvr cry like small kids...i'm fckin mature rite now...cz i had passed my harshing time..

BTW, for the last post shud write sum happy thgs,

6Nov
tats 1day b4 my wangat group-laplap's 21st year old brthday...this a best chance for me to meet my lovely wangat group again...everytimes meet them we also chat alot n learn alot...i miss the DMS time...alot jargons, gossip, funny story between us... we have a new record again...we can stand at the Isetan entrance chat for more than 1hour..all the staff was starring us,but we dun care it... i luv my wangat group,we also did silly things...i miss u all ...n we miss foopawpaw..when we gather again???wait for fa brthday ???its still hv a long...long..long..time...

12Nov
its another gang, 3.5's weiwei brthday....we went the lot10 shabu 1 celebrate it..ii'm not going to post any pics or describe the party...cz i'm lazy...muahaha...ytd i eat lot...not the meat,not the vegetables....i eat those high calories thgs...DESSERETS...i ate 4tiramisu, 10scoop of ice cream, 4puddin, 3coconut jellly....woohoo..syoknya...i sure gain alot weight...
n ytd i found tat our gang's guy r very sweet and lovely to treat their grls..
the 1st 1 sure is jonathan, he can always travel from cheras to damansara to meet our fongfong..n he rather save the money from buying his LCD screen which he hopes for longtime to buy the ipod touch for his grl..kinda good man...
the 2nd is joey, he jz get a grlfren..woohoo..congratz...
why i say he is agood guy????cz he had prepare some gift to his gf jz wan to....shhh..its a secret for him....hahaha...follow him bck gt a alot secret to gossip....wohoo...

love this two gangs...u all colored my life...woohoo.....

LAST POST...CIAOZZZZZZZZZZ~~~~~

woohooo~~~

yeah!!! finally i finish my exam...wah...FINALLY...act 2ubject oni..sound like so mny..=.=
i was freaking happy and high now...woohoo
once i finish exam, i was so excited and rush to meet my lovely wangat group...i had longtime never meet dem since after we return our gown... miss dem so so so much...
we chat alot and laugh loudly without caring other people was starring us...we were in our own world...our silly world...jz like bck to our diploma's life...miss it so much...can't ever find this feeling bck at my new college...so hope u all can switch to segi with me..i knw it jz a dream...XD
my nampyeon- lil fa still remain the same funny,cute face...keep nagging tis n tat, n keep gossip wif me...i had update alot AMS news...woohoo...
the lost grl still keep lost in her mind, always SLOW...slow to get wat we chatting...but so funny...meow~meow~
the always in luv grl still in her love mood, always ngak ngak...its a signature for her...lolx
a-ti-na a-ti-na...she is the only of us not continue study,she choose to work, longtime din c her...miss her also...i like to call her a-ti-na in fast mode...muahaha...
BUT----tis time ms.foo paw paw and chan siew lap nvr attend our gathering...it was like a fly in the oinment...miss u 2leh...especially foo paw paw...pls cum bck KL to find us!!!we miss u...
i have a great day wif my wangat group...luv u guys...
when we jz can meet again??? T.T

yeshhh..finally settle YOU............MARKETING PRINCIPLES....
yeshhhhhhhhhhh.............2nite gonna b a good good nite.......Zzzzzz...

YOU

YOU are not the thing I want...
YOU are not the thing I hope...
YOU cant read my mind...
YOU can't give wat i need...
YOU can't do wat i want...

i dunno wat i was doin rite now...
i'm freakin blur of it...
exam? two more weeks to go, but i dun ever knw wat i had study...even midterm i oso can missed it...
proposal? dunno wat to do at all..due date is on nxt thursday, but hvnt start yet...or shud say, dunno how to start? lecturer didnt gv us any guideline, or teach us how to do it.. jz ask us to use wat we learn n apply in our proposal...wat a lame proposal. i totally fedup of it...
presentation? no more fa n niz help me chck my grammer mistake n help me translate, i definetely no confidence to present it...
i really miss my wangat group...miss the time fa keep nag me to do assignment, n niz stay all the nite to chck our assignment, n me,n paw keep competing to do the easiest part...T.T
every study week i oso will collapse once...
but tis time cum earlier... 1 week hvnt finish i ady feel collapse...
i really fragile rite now...
not tat strong n tough anymore...
tis time i cant found any hengdai or jimui to express my feeling, luckily got a good listener, chuen chuen again...thanks he so late still hvnt slp...

~BANGKOK~

Bangkok such a good place to shopping, but oso such a tiring place if u only go for 3days 2nite..it was definetely not enuf time to walk around all the bangkok shopping centre, morning or nite market...it was very tiring n torture when u keep rushing to shopping... u can't ever really look wat the shop or the stall selling... this trip i missed to buy my bag, shoes, caps, n shirts... i missed so mny thgs to buy, but i spent more than 800bucks there...i dunno when n where i had spent it...food? NO...i din eat any nice and expensive food at dere....souvenir? NO, i definetely dunno wat shud i buy for my besties... clothes? NO, i only bought 4 pants, n its not branded n i missed alot thgs din buy...T.T the only thing that make me feel satisfy for this trip is the hotel... the hotel was so romantic, n so high class...love the design, the furnitures, the bed, the bathroom, n the cocktails...here some pics of my bangkok trip....

1stime wear mask...=.=" hate it...

bangkok's taxi...all is Toyota...damn high class lo..n not expensive oso..

hotel~~woohoo...even look small,but damn nice...the hotel furnishings~BMW motor,damn cool man..the cocktail, serve by hotel...so nice,luv it...the sweet bed...damn nice...the toilet~the apple pc...woohoo...the hotel was so nice,provide us the pc to use...and its Apple...like it...hope to have one..this shop coffee is wat me n my sis drink every morning...

th captain of pirates of carribean tat i found in the market...so funny

the last n the only nice meal we had in bangkok...T.T sound so cham...i luc ice-cream, even hw sick m i oso wan to eat it...mummy oso cant stop me...haha...this is wat me n my sis bought 4m bangkok..but..most if them oso my sis 1...T.T

~my 1st trip~

yesterday i went Seremban wif my frenz after working...even jz stay there few hours, and din go any place play, but i still very happy...cz it was my 1st time go there, and i never think i will go there b4.. i was so excited...woohoo...their building jz like combination of johor and penang...or mayb is bcz i oni went tis two place in malaysia, so i think they r much alike...i din really take so much picture, cz the main reason go there is eat crabs...but act the crabs was soso oni...i prefer the kepong 1...cz gt cheese....hehe...n sumore i dunhv appetite eat, cz i feel cold, n keep shivering...>.<>

tis is dunno wat wat building,i saw seremban tis word, so i capture it...hehe~

tis is dunno wat churh...it definetely like penang 1....damn nice building, jzlike england old style building...tis pic is abit blur, cz i capture it while the car is moving...tis is the Parkson of Seremban...LOL...like nvr seen b4...XDfirst time saw the lorry fetching pig..omg...so lucky...xDtis is ah wah's car...he is fetching "sor nathan" keep syook sendiri showing us his stu face...damn funny...

conclude tis is a happy n funny trip, even keep lost while goin bck, n keep passing the tol, but i enjoy tis trip so much...thanks *u all*bring me along...

~alex alex alex~

last sat i went to watch my lovely alexfong new movie...even many people saying it sure is a sux movie, cz it was copying transformer, n the graphic was damn worst...even gt a lot bad comments for tis movie, but i still want to watch...cz i wan to support my alex fong...woohoo... honestly, tis movie really not so interesting, but is very funny, especially my alex... i almost forget wat the storyline, i only knw alex is K-1 , a handsome robot, n wujing is K88,the other cool robot oso...both of them much alike, also handsome n cool....woohoo...the other wat wat love story and fight scenes a, all i dun ever pay attention to it...XD...cz ALEX fong and wujing is the main point...

tis is wujing, k88...woohoo..damn ying lo...

2day i learned 2 new words...
1st one is FRAGILE...
I'm fragile rite now, so btr dun hurt me...T.T
2nd word is SARCASTIC...
I have to learn how to sarcastic...
These two words was teach by my chuen chuen...XD..
thanks him to console me when i'm feeling depress n stress...
n thanks fafa for accompany me thru msn while i'm feeling lonely n need frens...
thanks waiwai 2 sad with me oso...
many thanks to u all, thx for caring...
i will try to stay strong, stay tough...

~first class~

tats was a first day for me to have my first class at segi...
first of all, i have to thx dash again...early morning, he fetch me go wangsa maju take the ice that i want to sell in my carnival, then fetch me to college again...it was a long journey, n the day b4, he jz went bck from visting his sweetie gf at Melaka...act, i feel quite guilty to him, cz always asking help from him, but no choice, cz he is the best hengdai 4me...hehe...
the first class of tat day is Basic Compsiton, it was a english class...i went late almost 1 n half hour, but the lecturer still telling his story n Why WE need TO LEARN ENGLISH? =.=" swt man...n he ask us to have a sudden test...i was like..WAT THE HELL...after marking the paper, i sudden feel like wan to cry...wat a worst result i have...passing mark is 70%, n i oni gt 52%..damn worst man...it jz a simple n easy grammar questions, n i gt tis worst result... arrr...damn miss tarc... The second class was worse than that, that was Marketing Principal...i cant ever understand wat lecturer teaching, i feel like so stress, n feel like wan to cry...n the first person i was thinking is my fafa...T.T lastime at TARC, I still gt him teach me n lent me notes to copy, but now no more d...I MISS MY LIL FLOWER...i damn stress now, i scared to fail my paper, n i was like choosing a wrong way...

~Orientation~

2day was my Segi orientation day...it was like a group discussion day more than orientation..
the orientation start briefing by Mr. Lagthan, which will b my lecturer cuming days, he was represent Upper IOWA Universiti to gvin us a short speech...He so nice n funny...n the next will be Ms. Sujitra, she is our main lecturer, she will teaching me few general subjects cuming days, she jz like Ms.Kik, so good in public speaking, n her class was so interesting...She told us that, our passing marks will be 70, n it only C...i was like faint..ohmygod, 50marks was killin me ady, nw is 70...my gosh...but lecturer told us tat nonid to worry it, cz coursework will b cover 60% or more than that...n some of the subject they have no final exam, they will all cover by the coursework...i jz like phew...luckily...cz i hate exam..its suffering, i hate to read n hafal n hafal...it was torturing...i love US study style...Why i said my orientation bcum a group discussion? cz ADP have to held alot events, like Segi Carnival, Halloween Nite, n Prom Nite...it seems i gonna hv a new bzy college life...but i like it,cz i love to b the event planner... Nxtweek will having my 1st event in Segi, that is segi carnival, i'm so excited, but i was still new, i dunno wat shud i do, but hope my past experiences can help me in this...N nw i'm so desperate to eat the waffle which sell near my college...woohoo~~WAFFLE~WAFFLE~ I like it yummy yummy, i like it~~YUMMY~~

woohoo~~

yesterday,i was so depressed when i knw that mayb my i will hv class frm 1pm-4pm on friday...it was such a fckin bad news for me, cz i have to work on friday...if no work, i dunhv any extra money for me 2 spent, my clothes, my entertainment fees,my trip and my car will b gone...n the main point is i will b bored die during the weekends...BUT ...jznw i saw the timetable from my stu consultan, my fri class is till 12pm oni..yeshh...i can rush to work, or mayb i can ask my bos let me work from 1pm...woohoo...anyway...jz MAYBE...BUT..i will try...never try never knw...rite? woohoo~~~but i think i will hv a lot assignemnt nid to do, since i no more lil fa help me to do, so all the thgs i have to do it by myself, without any helping hands...and i should fully understand and do all tutorial questions, cz nomore ppl will help me answer the questions during the tut class...i think i will bcum a nerd student...ohno..cant imagine it...>.<>
I will start my class on 17th August, finally my life wont so "heh" d..haha...my timetable is quite good...oni go coll 3days, wat shud i do on tues n wed o? so free...
Basic Composition I (ENG101)
Mon, 9.00 – 12.00pm
Fri, 9.00 – 12.00pm
Marketing Principles (BA208)
Mon, 1.00 – 4.00pm
Thu, 1.00 – 4.00pm
but 1sem oni have 2subject, it seems so less, i have so mny subjects have to take, dunno when jz can finish my degree...gosh..

pc fair is tiring...
work from 10am to 9.30pm...almost 12working hours...n onli less than 2hours break...
everynite went bck,i onli can bath den sleep, no time n no energy for me to really play my lappy n watch my TV...I missed a lot drama, n show...T.T
at last day of pc fair, i lost my lil red...my handphone..>.<
but i din felt any sad, n i feel abit excited, cz i first time lost my phone, n tat was a good reason for me to change my phone...but after helps from my colleagues n my bos, i found bck my phone...=.=" the taxi driver willing to give me bck my lil red...
after a 24hours waiting...nw my lil red finally gt bck 2me...

Convocation~

Yeahhh!!! after a 2years suffer study period, n failed more than 10times,finally i graduated...

every ppl oso suprised i can gt pass all in the final exam, n get the grade of MERIT...muahaha...

I'm proud of myself too...yeshhh..

26th July was my BIG day...i hv my convocation on that day...damn high..i took alot pics wif my lovely classmates,especially my wangat group...longtime never meet them n dunno when will meet them again,especially pawling, cz she will swtich to Kampar study d...

Here is our wangat group last pic, i think...finally we all can graduate 2gether...meet u all is my sweetest memory in TARC...

On that early morning, my mom had took a pre-graduatephoto wif me, cz she cant attend my convo...haha...

my sis n her bf also attend my convo, but they had late, cz my silly sis wan go exercise b4 cum 2 my convo...how swt she is..my sis frens said me n my sis is much alike..=.="hate tat...

my besties also came 2 my convo~they bought me flower oso...they were forced by me geh...XD...

dash c me graduated,gamdong till cry d..muahaha...

thank q them for cumin my convo, especially dash bcum my photographer, n wei help me take my thgs...

~好兄弟~

I'm happy i have this hengdai, Mr.Then Dashun...
everytime when i need help he oso will try his best to help me,
when i was sad, he will be the first person to care me,
when i was bored, he will ask me go yumcha...
even this bro always make me angry, hurt, and cry...
but we still are “好兄弟”
the relationship between two of us is hardly to use any words to describe it...
n we had experience many thgs together...
we knw each other when we r in form 2, we were riding the same bus bck home...
n we had a story which i hope it never happened b4...it was a bad memory for me...XD
after that thg happen, we nvr interact till we study in the same class, 4AH till 5AH...
and we always have quarrel in the class...
unexpectaly, we also been assigned to the same camp to hv our national service
we had been “相依爲命”as 2months long...
Till lately, we was studying in the same college, he always fetch me go n bck n "kao" my classmate oso...XD
anyways, thx dash for being my bro,
I really appreciate i have u as my bro, hope we can be "好兄弟" forever n ever...
~~luv ya...n pao oso...n 3.5gang...~~

random activities~for pao...

last sunday, me, dash, fong, john, joey n wei went dinner at korean restaurant-"gung" at Ampang... we ate super full tat nite...pao sure miss korean food leh~~nvm u hv korean instant noodle...haha....=.="

c joey the "satisfied" face oso knw..its FULL...=.="john n belle were our bos...yeahh..clap for them..=.="
here is dash with a emsong face, n me with a playboy's logo pose " V"...wei was camera grl...so no her inside...hehe...

n yesterday nite, we went Vivo hv our dinner or supper... after that, we went steven corner yumcha...me n dash had set a rule between us...that is no more vulgar language between us...thats our "君子協定"...ohhh...its quite hard for me, cz once meet dash, i will naturally add some vulgar words in the sentences...cz its our style, our communication style...but i sure can quit this bad habit...no more rude...n when pao bck, i think me n dash will bcum speak gentle and may always use idiomatic phrase...yeahh...peace...V

pao~wait n see...see n wait...

a meaningless post~~

recenlty i'm addicted to MY903- a HK radio station

start from morning till midnite..nonstop on-ing..

morning, i will wakeup earlier to listen my sammy n siu yee show.."早霸王"

sammy damn funny n clever, siuyee was so cute n dumb...

they two r perfect match...

at the noon, i will listen I luv u Boyz's show, "dik dak dik dik dak", its damn funny...

and in the nite, i will listen to dik wai, ahbu , n new host uncle beach..yess..his name really is beach, but in cantonese...its funny...the programme name "1872遊花園" its let the audiences to call n tell their stories, worries, jokes, ghost stories oso...

listen to 903 had bcum a habit for me, can't live without 903...

IT TOO OVER...

i'm too bored, so i write this post...=.="

my lil lutlut fly to australia d...

4July2009, was the last day for my ltlut at K.L...
She fly to australia continue her degree...
it was a pretty sad news for me n dash them when we knw she want go australia...
without her, we no more shopping , cz everytime oso she suggest to go...
without her, we no more bbq this activity among us, cz we no more a good place like her house to hv our bbq...
without her, we no more weird idea and stupid story listen...
without her, we no more calculator, cz she is a "human calculator"for us...
without her, we many thgs also cant do, and no more ohm...
pao is playing a important role between us...T.T
pao 55bck pls...

missing paopao~~

meow~

i'm sick..T.T
yesterday nite, can't ever slp well at nite...cz of the stupid gastric...
hate tat...
out of medicine, make me pain like hell...
sumore dare not 2 tell mummy, cz sure will gt scold by her...sob...
now, no more gastric...but headache...
fxckin pain nw...
i'm weak..n moody nw...
only blue~only blue~~

i lost my weight again...
dunno its a good news or bad...
for my frenz, i'm underweight ady...
but for me..tats great...
but...hope wont b getin worse like lastime...
hope
i will b fine...
but i'm blue now...

OHNO...MY SIS GONE...

my stupid sis went fly to penang ad..

ohno...she fly...not ride bus or drive...

is FLY...

now was a "extraordinary period"...she dare to ride plane 2 penang...

it just because of her stupid bf...wth...

jz can use one word to describe her...STUPID

actually...

the main point is nobody fetch me work...grer grer grer....

i hate to ride bus, or even cab...

but i dunno drive, even i have car license longtime d...

but...

i scared...=.="

i see the car was parking in front of my house, i feel so hate it...

how cum i dare not to drive...T.T

i still wan 2 buy car..mygosh...

i wan drive...

I WAN DRIVE...

I WAN DRIVE....

seng's birthday

Date: 11June2009 (1day b4 seng birthday)

Venue: Zanmai sushi, garden

purpose: celebrate seng's birthday

this is my favorite~~soft shell crab sushi..yummy..yummy..
this unagi sushi also nice man...this forget call wat name d, but taste soso oni..its damn full...

kit,pao,y3n n me...good shoot..but i'm too grlish d...

yeahh..this is my most nice pic...

nothg...jz FEEL...

I feel SICK...
I feel SORRY...
I feel DEPRESS...
I feel LOST...
I feel FRUSTRATED...

conclude...

I feel EMPTY...

when the sun was start to dip from the sky, i was feel nervous...
when the moon was start to hanging in the sky, i was feel depress...
one day has passed...
and i was spent a meaningless day again...
i hate to do nothing...
it seem very useless...
but what should i do for my next...
i don't know...
i'm not never think it...
but i cant really decide...
i know i want to continue study...
but i dunno where should i go...
i feel tired to think...
i feel helpless...
noone can guide me, give me any suggestion...
hope may God gv me some light...
let me feel warmness and lightness in the dark...
let me have more confident to walk for next step...

ohh..my gosh...the f**kin hot weather make me unreasonable moody...
the boring holiday make me uncontrollable emo..
all this make me ezy get angry...
so..pls stay a distance wif me, or leave me alone will b better...
ifnt my fire will kill u without any alert...
sry if any1 of u gt burnt by me...
i really emo now...
i will ezy gt angry n emo jzbcz of a small lilttle thgs...sry...

BBQ~~

last friday, i have a great time with my frens at lutlut house...
we chat a lot, and eat a lot...the greatest work is my double cheese chicken chop...haha...love it..but the other said too salty..>.<.

yeahh..even takin photo i oso keep eating my chicken chop.....woohoo..

ohhhno...this three ppl so swt...

no comment....=.="

three mashmallow ghost...

this is our chef-mr.jonathan...he so pro...

we spent a happy friday nite 2gether...love u guys...