the big impacts 2 me

tis few days i met a fren who know ady half years,so close b4,but lost contact b4 also...
n i found tat he chnge 2another person ady...
he look so playboy...not my lovely brand "playboy"...=.="
especially through communication wif him,he obviously chnge 2 another person ady..
b4 tat,we will so close,bcz we r samekind of ppl..dunlike 2 talk,n dunlike nite-life,n he so und me,even i din tell him anythg,but he will knw wat i'm thinking...but now,he will askin me acc he go clubbing,or even acc him more...
wat the hell man,how cum 1person can chnge 360' in 3months...ohmygod...is really a big "suprise" 2 me,since i longtime din find him...

not just only tat,the most big impact 2me is,one of my best fren(i think only) tat i had know him more than 6years,he had wrote a blog tat hurt me damn pain...he was notify tat his bestfren is bla bla bla,excluded me...act i wan 2 know wat is his best fren's define...izit alwayz acc him go eat n wet jz called as best fren?or mayb acc him go a trip or hv same habit n favorite jz call as best fren?wat the hell is he thinkin?ask him wat happen allthetimes,he say ntg,or none of ur business...den afterwards,say i'm nt care of him,i'm nt und him...blablabla...but act is him din tell me wat he thinkin..even i'm tat kind of ppl also..but i wont blame anybody say u all r not care or und me,bcz is my own problem,i dunlike 2 tell my frens wat i'm thinkng only..by the way he's nt...act he sayin we not treat him as best fren also,but act how him treat us also..izit he shud think it 1st...izit we din treat him well or wat we had done 2 him?whn i'm reading his blog,i damn hurt,n i'm hving gastric at tat time also...is so...the feel really so hard 2 explain...gosh..

tats really are big big big impacts for me in yesterday...