confuse~~

Dunno y,sudden feel damn blue now...
haizz...my mind is blank...my feel is blue...my heart is xx...
last week was damn bzy...study,assignment,working....come at once...
but now...suddenly like all gone...no work,no study,no assignment...
the feel like so weird...like sudden nothg 2 do...
but act i still hv a lot assginment nid 2 complete...but dunno y....
this sem i'm not like hardworking as last sem...
alwayz no mood go coll,faced computer more than 9hours also cant get any idea to do my assignment...
this is my 2nd last sem ady,but y now i jz like so lazy...i shudnt like tat..
i may more hardworking to catch bck wat i lost last few sem..my cgpa...my A's...
but i dunhv any ohm to do it...once again i lost...
i lost my road...i nid the light to show me the road...
where is it???
where is my light?where r u?
haizzz....LOST really not feel well...
now i lost mny thg...
money-cz no work, bt still enuf me buy branded..lolx...
study-no ohm to study...
frenz-erm...sudden feel like let ppl boycott d....dunno y..T.T
family-sure have, but din gv me any hands or lights...=.="
ARRR...i really will mad...i scared i can't graduate a...
even i can graduate, but where shud i go n work???
shud i continue study?where shud i study? KTAR?UTAR?OPEN U?
shud i work? where i work? wat can i work? AIR-STEWARDNESS? PR? MEDIACORP? TOYOTA TSUHO?
so mny question mark in my mind now...
i really dunno which road shud i go...
i dun ever discuss this with my familyb4...cz they can't help me anythg...
n i dunwan let them worry also...I can handle it by myself...
but..act...i can discuss with who leh...
ding-jz will ask me go sing find her; dash=saihei ; d & xl-dunno wat i thinking; s-childish,different world; f=din faced the realworld b4....
arrr..dunno a..dunno a....
CONFUSED....
wheres the matured me???where me??
act i jz hope can do my love thgs,like dance,fashion,music,tv and can earn many many money...
cz no money no talk...
i hope can open a shop or a cafe that selling fashion clothes, and can let the "music people" share their hiphop music, open a dance studio, and can battle as well.... if they all can combied as 1,den sure perfect...cz i wan to be a 潮人,like Jan, Juno, Edison...wah...think too much...is time to bed ady...=.="
but really hope it can be comes true, n not just a dream....